Love Has Your Back
There are times when you just can't do it by yourself, when your issues get too overwhelming and you need somebody to be there for you. We have all had our own complications in life; and we think we can handle them on our own but when the burden gets too heavy everything feels like it is crashing down on top of you. It is in these moments when you call on somebody to be your person, to be the person you confide to and trust in. Know that asking for help is normal and human and at some point every body has to do it. It is not something to be ashamed of and a task that requires true strength. I have issues asking for help when I am struggling because I either feel like people won't care or they will think I am making excuses for some of my actions. There comes a time when you will find the person who cares enough and you will not worry about any of these issues because you know they have your back no matter what.
There are certain people in your life that are willing to bend over backwards for you and those are the people who put you first; those are the people you put first. There have probably been tons of people in your life who have said "I will be here for you through everything no matter what", and you start to learn that these words end up being more and more meaningless because some of the people who have said them to you fail to live up to them. Eventually you become too much for people to hold on to and fight for and the ones who weren't meant to be in your life give up and you won't see or hear much of them anymore. Nonetheless, the people who stay will fight for you, and with you, through it all. You are worth somebody fighting for you and trust me there are people willing to do so. It doesn't take much to find them because they are usually right in front of your face. Just know that you are worth the fight and although things are tough right now they will eventually get easier. There is an immense amount of love around you and I hope you feel that. You will see better days. X.Jr.X.